The familiar feeling of fear creeps in,
Tearing down my words, my heart,
Reminding me that,
Here we go again.
Time after time,
One after another.
Will I find one that works,
Or I will end up saying,
"Here we go again"
Monday, December 12, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
Once Again
Once again, it is that time again,
Where another year has just passed,
It is the time for you to blow and cut the cake,
And even to celebrate.
Once again, it is that time again,
For your loved ones and those you hold dear
To be remembered how much they appreciate you.
Once again, it is that time again,
The day that mark another memory shared together,
Such happy times, we couldn't ask for more.
Once again, it is that time again,
For us all to remember,
Despite it being your bday,
We've got the greatest gift,
"You are in our lives for another year!"
Where another year has just passed,
It is the time for you to blow and cut the cake,
And even to celebrate.
Once again, it is that time again,
For your loved ones and those you hold dear
To be remembered how much they appreciate you.
Once again, it is that time again,
The day that mark another memory shared together,
Such happy times, we couldn't ask for more.
Once again, it is that time again,
For us all to remember,
Despite it being your bday,
We've got the greatest gift,
"You are in our lives for another year!"
Saturday, November 20, 2010
-.-
I realize I am starting to get complacent in certain things that I have set out to do. Things I have set out to achieve within this year and so forth.
Have things gotten too comfortable for me?
Have I lost that desire to chase my dreams (whatever) it may be?
I really do not know! :P
I have been really annoyed in the past 2 weeks with myself. Questioning and asking myself questions that I put aside if I end up unable to answer myself. The choices and decisions we make is entirely held upon us. We can decide to allow things to remain as it is or make a change for the better. But the thing is, can you see the better that has yet to come? People are at times looking at the present, at what helps make us feel good and contented NOW rather than TMRW.
TMRW never comes unless you go through TODAY. hmmm...stupid phrases..haha im gettin confuse thinking bout this phrase :P
Im unable to decipher where my attention should lie? Where my priorities lie? Things seems confusing at times and I am feeling a lil lost. Hahaha but im not emo-fied lost. HAHAHA im weird i know :P
Will I break this cycle of thoughts in the upcoming week? I will not let this confusion stand. I will go thru my coaching materials to get back on track. Well at least I have to touch them first! HAHAH its been 2 months since i opened the ICA website.
I need to get back into perspective. Need to re-focus. Life is a gift. Time is gold. If I do not make full use of it. I will not get back time that was lost. I want to be able to say, "I do not need to go back in time to relive anything again. I have achieved whatever I need." HAHAHA da concept is good. But it is easier said than done.
I am starting to get emotionally involved with someone. Hmm, a part of me knows its not what i want. Things do not seem right. But it seems now as the more I want to avoid or get away from it, the more I feel I want it. its annoying... -.- I miss eating chicken rice.
To end this...i have just been rambling in this post. Needed to put thoughts into words and BLAH! :P
Old & New
7am morning sky outside my window =.=
Have things gotten too comfortable for me?
Have I lost that desire to chase my dreams (whatever) it may be?
I really do not know! :P
I have been really annoyed in the past 2 weeks with myself. Questioning and asking myself questions that I put aside if I end up unable to answer myself. The choices and decisions we make is entirely held upon us. We can decide to allow things to remain as it is or make a change for the better. But the thing is, can you see the better that has yet to come? People are at times looking at the present, at what helps make us feel good and contented NOW rather than TMRW.
TMRW never comes unless you go through TODAY. hmmm...stupid phrases..haha im gettin confuse thinking bout this phrase :P
Im unable to decipher where my attention should lie? Where my priorities lie? Things seems confusing at times and I am feeling a lil lost. Hahaha but im not emo-fied lost. HAHAHA im weird i know :P
Will I break this cycle of thoughts in the upcoming week? I will not let this confusion stand. I will go thru my coaching materials to get back on track. Well at least I have to touch them first! HAHAH its been 2 months since i opened the ICA website.
I need to get back into perspective. Need to re-focus. Life is a gift. Time is gold. If I do not make full use of it. I will not get back time that was lost. I want to be able to say, "I do not need to go back in time to relive anything again. I have achieved whatever I need." HAHAHA da concept is good. But it is easier said than done.
I am starting to get emotionally involved with someone. Hmm, a part of me knows its not what i want. Things do not seem right. But it seems now as the more I want to avoid or get away from it, the more I feel I want it. its annoying... -.- I miss eating chicken rice.
To end this...i have just been rambling in this post. Needed to put thoughts into words and BLAH! :P
Lalala photos:
Old & New
7am morning sky outside my window =.=
My "40-year old wife"
A friend who is turning his back on his home country :P
Two old compatriots that exceeds others :)
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
As I sat back leaning on my leather seat,
I look back on past memories in the form of my mobile phone.
Every glimpse of the pictures I saw when I scrolled it back and forth brought back a dozen old memories.
Memories of smiles and sweets.
Where did that smiles disappear to?
Have everything turned cold?
Everyday = Brand new day
New day = New memories
So let's try looking at a brand new day being the wonderful gift as it is.
Out with the old and in with the new ")
I look back on past memories in the form of my mobile phone.
Every glimpse of the pictures I saw when I scrolled it back and forth brought back a dozen old memories.
Memories of smiles and sweets.
Where did that smiles disappear to?
Have everything turned cold?
Everyday = Brand new day
New day = New memories
So let's try looking at a brand new day being the wonderful gift as it is.
Out with the old and in with the new ")
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Hey 2010
Hey ya'll!
Back to my blog after abandoning it for like 4 months!
Anyways it not like i have any active readers :P
so chill only..
Let me update you on my life in the past 4 months:
I have officially graduated as of Dec 22nd 2009, but my graduation ceremony will be on the 6th of July 2010,
MARK YOUR CALENDAR'S PPL!
hehe jus jkss..
ive got a full set of graduation gear ready:
Sf's shirt
hun's tie
vivi's cologne
At the start of Jan 2010,
I joined HSBC on an internship fr 3 months.
And it just came to an end last week.
A glimpse and it has already been 3 months.
I have also started to take up a coaching course.
Alot of ppl in my field of study have all gone ahead
with professional papers like CPA.
Well I am the odd one out taking up coaching,
But well,
it is the road less taken.
I am also taking up chinese classes
to help improve my ability to listen and write
basic Mandarin. This are the things I NEED
to do in order to realise my Exchange overseas.
Short term goals:
1) Swimming consistently
2) Catch up with my Tele classes
3) Continue self learning for Chinese
4) Catch up with guitar self learning
(At the back of my head, I would really wish she could come
That night, it felt ever so real, that smile, that voice,
Argh... hate dreams!
Back to my blog after abandoning it for like 4 months!
Anyways it not like i have any active readers :P
so chill only..
Let me update you on my life in the past 4 months:
I have officially graduated as of Dec 22nd 2009, but my graduation ceremony will be on the 6th of July 2010,
MARK YOUR CALENDAR'S PPL!
hehe jus jkss..
ive got a full set of graduation gear ready:
Sf's shirt
hun's tie
vivi's cologne
At the start of Jan 2010,
I joined HSBC on an internship fr 3 months.
And it just came to an end last week.
A glimpse and it has already been 3 months.
I have also started to take up a coaching course.
Alot of ppl in my field of study have all gone ahead
with professional papers like CPA.
Well I am the odd one out taking up coaching,
But well,
it is the road less taken.
I am also taking up chinese classes
to help improve my ability to listen and write
basic Mandarin. This are the things I NEED
to do in order to realise my Exchange overseas.
Short term goals:
1) Swimming consistently
2) Catch up with my Tele classes
3) Continue self learning for Chinese
4) Catch up with guitar self learning
(At the back of my head, I would really wish she could come
That night, it felt ever so real, that smile, that voice,
Argh... hate dreams!
Monday, November 30, 2009
Exams are overrrrrr....
hopefully everything went well!
if it is...
I am officially a graduate!!!
I really miss home lately...
I miss my parents....
I miss my sis so much...
I miss my grandma...hehe thts surprising :P
What has been new since exams are over?
1) I've got a new job as a dish washer at a restaurant
2) Met up with Wai Yan before she heads to her
illustrious traineeship in Melbourne..
she is living the dream!!!
Melbourne with her own suite and also US NYC babye!
3) Went to snap some pictures at the
Adelaide Botanical Gardens
4) Feasting on Vietnamese food
5)Hoping for a new 50MM 1.8 Nikkor lense
6)Ultimate bumming to the max
7) Feeling like visiting my relatives in Melbourne
8) Been looking for a good TN for next year to China
What to do for this coming weeks?
1) Cycling
2) Gym..
neeed inspirasi..stay too far away
3) Hahndorf
4) Hallet's Cove
5) Adelaide Hills
6) Barossa Valley
7) Driving range
8) Basketball
Since the exams have been over..
I am feeling so unmotivated and lack of drive..
hehe it sucks
Sunday, November 8, 2009
"The only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.“
Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computers
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Once upon a time in China....
There was a farmer which attend to his harvest daily. On a beautiful morning in spring, he went out to the field and attended to his harvest like usual. He plucked, weeded and fertilized. He was taking opportunity of the good weather and good surroundings. As a result, the crops that grew during the season was FANTASTIC.
One day.... a gossiping neighbour saw this good harvest and batch of grains.
The neighbour said: Hey farmer! Looks like the you got a good batch and it looks marvelous.
The farmer replied cooly: Oo it is alright.
Next season, the rain started pouring and pouring NON STOP. The farmer went out to the field to attend to his crops like he usually does daily. No matter how much he tried and tried, he could not do anything about it as his fields were flooded and the harvest died.
The neighbour gossiply came over to talk to the farmer.
The neigbour said: Oh! Too bad farmer my friend. Looks like your crops are not doing too well. The rain totally destroyed it!
The farmer said: Oh!Really? its alright.
After that, a few days later, the farmer's son, Y-Han was out to attend to the plantation with his father, the farmer. The son slipped on wet mud and fell. The impact of it caused the boy to hurt his arm. The son has always been the most helpful person on the farm aside from the animal helped used for plowing or others.
The gossip neighbour came out and said to the farmer again:
Oh! Too bad farmer my friend. I guess with your son hurt now, your crops will be affected. You have now one less hand helping you out. It is gonna be a tough time for you ahead.
The farmer replier: Oh! Really? It is alright.
So readers...
Have you guessed wad is the meaning behind this story??
Like in the story,
The farmer was not able to control the rain and
the fact that his son hurt his arm.
He responded cooly because he did not
remained with those as excuses that he could not achieve a good result in his crops.
Instead, he played down those problems and look ahead.
When the opportunity came to grow
his crops in Spring,
He took full use of it and grew a good harvest.
In our lives,
opportunities and instances will come knocking on our door.
We should learn to control what can be controlled
and learn to let go of what you cannot control.
If this opportunity is within your reach,
go all out for it.
If something is not within your reach,
learn to let go and move on.
Happy exams =)
There was a farmer which attend to his harvest daily. On a beautiful morning in spring, he went out to the field and attended to his harvest like usual. He plucked, weeded and fertilized. He was taking opportunity of the good weather and good surroundings. As a result, the crops that grew during the season was FANTASTIC.
One day.... a gossiping neighbour saw this good harvest and batch of grains.
The neighbour said: Hey farmer! Looks like the you got a good batch and it looks marvelous.
The farmer replied cooly: Oo it is alright.
Next season, the rain started pouring and pouring NON STOP. The farmer went out to the field to attend to his crops like he usually does daily. No matter how much he tried and tried, he could not do anything about it as his fields were flooded and the harvest died.
The neighbour gossiply came over to talk to the farmer.
The neigbour said: Oh! Too bad farmer my friend. Looks like your crops are not doing too well. The rain totally destroyed it!
The farmer said: Oh!Really? its alright.
After that, a few days later, the farmer's son, Y-Han was out to attend to the plantation with his father, the farmer. The son slipped on wet mud and fell. The impact of it caused the boy to hurt his arm. The son has always been the most helpful person on the farm aside from the animal helped used for plowing or others.
The gossip neighbour came out and said to the farmer again:
Oh! Too bad farmer my friend. I guess with your son hurt now, your crops will be affected. You have now one less hand helping you out. It is gonna be a tough time for you ahead.
The farmer replier: Oh! Really? It is alright.
So readers...
Have you guessed wad is the meaning behind this story??
Like in the story,
The farmer was not able to control the rain and
the fact that his son hurt his arm.
He responded cooly because he did not
remained with those as excuses that he could not achieve a good result in his crops.
Instead, he played down those problems and look ahead.
When the opportunity came to grow
his crops in Spring,
He took full use of it and grew a good harvest.
In our lives,
opportunities and instances will come knocking on our door.
We should learn to control what can be controlled
and learn to let go of what you cannot control.
If this opportunity is within your reach,
go all out for it.
If something is not within your reach,
learn to let go and move on.
Happy exams =)
Friday, November 6, 2009
Swan Lake in Adelaide
Yesterday in the midst of my exams preparation
I went ahead with a friend to catch the
Swan Lake performed by the Russian Ballet.
They have performed all over Australia and even the world.
Swan Lake is about a story combining magic,
love and betrayal.
I used to watch the VCD with my sis as a kid.
I bet she would have enjoyed it.
At first I had the impression was ballet was gonna be a little boring.
BUT, i was so wrong.
With every move and toe standing thing.
You can see their enjoyment and determination to put on a good show.
I can really sensed that how the crow influenced their performance.
The evil Genius in the show was really outstanding in my opinion.
Princess Odette was CHUN. She span SOO SOO SOOO many times.. awesome solo performances at times.
The prince was jus dam ngah pek
Overall:
Pau De Deux + Tchaikovsky = BRAVO!
Well to end the night, it was a friend's bday!
HaPpY b'DaY
Dooonnnnkkkeeeyyyyyy
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
UniSAers and others....
Lets make this 201 post memorable:
For those facing examinations or assignments.
I know the times are tough and its simple to get weary and tired.
The uncertainty in weather is not helping as well...
but,
I hope that this helps to bring renewed passion:
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial,
because when he has stood the test,
he will receive the crown of life that
God has promised to those who love him."
James 1:12
Facing this adversity now
we must all not give up
for we are just step to victory!
What comes after that:
Joy
Rejoice
a moment to be freee....
Celebration: PARTAY!!!!!
Lets do it ya'll!
For those facing examinations or assignments.
I know the times are tough and its simple to get weary and tired.
The uncertainty in weather is not helping as well...
but,
I hope that this helps to bring renewed passion:
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial,
because when he has stood the test,
he will receive the crown of life that
God has promised to those who love him."
James 1:12
Facing this adversity now
we must all not give up
for we are just step to victory!
What comes after that:
Joy
Rejoice
a moment to be freee....
Celebration: PARTAY!!!!!
Lets do it ya'll!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Wishes
HaPpY b'DaY
SaRRrrrRaA
May all of bossie's babe come true....
stay awesome and loving :)
HaPpY b'DaY
GoD- F@i
aging does not make you CUTE
ANYMORE!!
Hav an awesome one!
:)
July babies
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HaPpY b'DaY
KeVaN
Though its been months since we last met!
Hav a guud one bro!
HaPpY b'DaY
SuMii
My other twin sis....:)
Get that broken tibia all healed kei!
We'll party it up in OZ!
maxbrenner.maxbrenner.maxbrenner.200MYRhoneydew
till then..
stay awesome and loving!
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Deep Fried Mars Bar!
Previously I tried a Deep Fried Mars Bar
from Bondi Beach in Sydney!
Had a sudden craving and decided to make it...
Round 1: FAILED!
Round 2: Partially FAILED!
Round 3: Awesome!!! its worked!!!!
3rd times the charm!
3rd batch! YEAY!
3rd batch! WORKED OUT!
Left: Tried the round 2 batch! Scared dy -.-
Right: My main konco to make this!
Left: Dun dare try dy!
Right: OPERASI DFMG! OH!
from Bondi Beach in Sydney!
Had a sudden craving and decided to make it...
Round 1: FAILED!
Round 2: Partially FAILED!
Round 3: Awesome!!! its worked!!!!
3rd times the charm!
3rd batch! YEAY!
3rd batch! WORKED OUT!
Left: Tried the round 2 batch! Scared dy -.-Right: My main konco to make this!
Left: Dun dare try dy!Right: OPERASI DFMG! OH!
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Its Genji!
Flappy meets piglet
Genji with Piglet
I recently skyped with Genji
when i returned from Sydney.
It seemed to be more of a deaf date
than a blind date...
She replied on MSN, while i talked thru a microphone..
No matter how the date turned out...
It is something i missed in a while..
when i returned from Sydney.
It seemed to be more of a deaf date
than a blind date...
She replied on MSN, while i talked thru a microphone..
No matter how the date turned out...
It is something i missed in a while..
She is awesome :)
I miss her -.- and yito :(
Monday, August 3, 2009
Sydney
Hey I know I have not been updating for over a month :P
Exams are over...
Hahaha gotten really lazy:P
Neways lets see wads new....
I recently just returned from my trip to Sydney...
It really made me feel more at home because it is really similar to KL!
Highlights of my Sydney trip:
1) Met up with Daffy!!! AWESOME!
2) Chiko, Lilia, Yoong and My Sweethearts Bakery
3) Met up with Roz! Its been 4 years!!! WOW!! Pretty as usual :P
4) Met up with Psycho and ate the best ribs ever!!! HURRICANES!
Let the pics roll....
Wif Daf at peak at Manly Beach
Chiko!
Wif Roz at Fish Mkt!
Sunset by Opera House and Harbour Bridge
Lilia & Yoong
St. Mary's Cathedral
Daf ..wheEe!!
Infectious smile :)
Rocks burger! Awesome!
Exams are over...
Hahaha gotten really lazy:P
Neways lets see wads new....
I recently just returned from my trip to Sydney...
It really made me feel more at home because it is really similar to KL!
Highlights of my Sydney trip:
1) Met up with Daffy!!! AWESOME!
2) Chiko, Lilia, Yoong and My Sweethearts Bakery
3) Met up with Roz! Its been 4 years!!! WOW!! Pretty as usual :P
4) Met up with Psycho and ate the best ribs ever!!! HURRICANES!
Let the pics roll....
Wif Daf at peak at Manly Beach
Chiko!
Wif Roz at Fish Mkt!
Sunset by Opera House and Harbour Bridge 
Lilia & Yoong
St. Mary's Cathedral
Daf ..wheEe!!
Infectious smile :)
Rocks burger! Awesome!Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Desert Song
No weapon formed against me
shall remain,
I will rejoice
I will declare
For God is my victory
and He is here.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Champions
This 2009 Nba Playoff Finals
have got to be the best I have seen in a long long time...
With so many come from behinds wins,
Many ties and Game 7 wins,
Many clutch play from Magic,
Much heroics from stars,
Dominant players rising,
etc...
This playoffs has provided much entertainment for a fan like me.
The two teams i supported, Magic and Rockets might not make have won it, but this playoffs showed that anything is possible.
Rockets made much improvement from their qualifying through the first round of the playoffs and
nearly beating the current NBA champs, Lakers by a game.
Meanwhile, the Magic prove to be the toughest team out there.
After trailing by 2 games to the Celtics, they came back to tie the series and won game 7.
It also happened for Cavaliers.
They faced the NBA regular season MVP, King James and his team of talents.
James showed his dominance as a player to be watched out for in the next season or two. Comparison between James and Kobe has been so obvious since the start of the season.
It looks like Kobe has the upper hand, winning the MVP for the NBA playoffs and winning the biggest prize in the league, NBA Championship..
HIS 4th one!!!
As a fan of T-Mac, I am used to seeing he and Kobe battle head to head in the scoring charts. However, it is obvious Kobe is the more dominant player. I salute his determination and a heart of a champion. He dedicated his win to his family. Instead of celebrating with the team, he dedicated the win to his wife and daughter who traveled all over relentless to watch him play his best day in and day out for the Lakers. Kobe is trully a SUPERHUMAN on the court for the past 2 seasons. He averages 32points throughout the Magic-Lakers series. This shows he is able to take over play and come up when the team needs him to score. In addition, he averages almost 5.6 rebounds and 6 assist a game. That way he is an all-rounder. He looks out for his team mates and involve them into the plays. Trully a champion at heart and mind.
As much i hate to admit kobe is now the best... in my opinion,
HE IS THE BEST!
SuperHuman
have got to be the best I have seen in a long long time...
With so many come from behinds wins,
Many ties and Game 7 wins,
Many clutch play from Magic,
Much heroics from stars,
Dominant players rising,
etc...
This playoffs has provided much entertainment for a fan like me.
The two teams i supported, Magic and Rockets might not make have won it, but this playoffs showed that anything is possible.
Rockets made much improvement from their qualifying through the first round of the playoffs and
nearly beating the current NBA champs, Lakers by a game.
Meanwhile, the Magic prove to be the toughest team out there.
After trailing by 2 games to the Celtics, they came back to tie the series and won game 7.
It also happened for Cavaliers.
They faced the NBA regular season MVP, King James and his team of talents.
James showed his dominance as a player to be watched out for in the next season or two. Comparison between James and Kobe has been so obvious since the start of the season.
It looks like Kobe has the upper hand, winning the MVP for the NBA playoffs and winning the biggest prize in the league, NBA Championship..
HIS 4th one!!!
As a fan of T-Mac, I am used to seeing he and Kobe battle head to head in the scoring charts. However, it is obvious Kobe is the more dominant player. I salute his determination and a heart of a champion. He dedicated his win to his family. Instead of celebrating with the team, he dedicated the win to his wife and daughter who traveled all over relentless to watch him play his best day in and day out for the Lakers. Kobe is trully a SUPERHUMAN on the court for the past 2 seasons. He averages 32points throughout the Magic-Lakers series. This shows he is able to take over play and come up when the team needs him to score. In addition, he averages almost 5.6 rebounds and 6 assist a game. That way he is an all-rounder. He looks out for his team mates and involve them into the plays. Trully a champion at heart and mind.
As much i hate to admit kobe is now the best... in my opinion,
HE IS THE BEST!
SuperHuman
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